At Least I Should

Sometimes, life gets hard. Let's be honest, sometimes life sucks. My head plays a picture that is not what my eyes end up seeing. I built up this image, this vision of how I wanted things to end up and mentally penciled it in my plan. Obviously, my plan didn't work. What I wanted to happen didn't and what I didn't want did. I think that is something that we all go through. Then how encouraging are the words of Romans 8:28? God works it out for the good of those who love Him and have been called according to His purpose. That's so hard for me to get sometimes though! It all works out for the good even when I don't see it. There's kind of this dichotomy knowing the truth but not always getting it. And my prayer now is to not doubt but trust.


At Least I Should

Pain sings me a song
Of what went wrong
And it's stuck in my head

Dreams don't cease to dwell
They know all too well
The ground that I tread

    And I know that it works out
    All for the good
    All for the good

    And I know there's no need for doubt
    Or at least I should
    At least I should

Breath flees from my chest
Bird from the nest
With no solid ground

Words, words hit the floor
Forgetting their soar
But don't land with a sound

 The stars fade behind you
 And I fade behind you